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GoneThe days were becoming much easier for her to bare. She no longer woke with a terrible sadness that threatened to overwhelm her, but was able to press on and fill her mind with other things. It didn’t matter what it was, as long as it distracted her, she would be alright.She felt very ugly and bitter as she sat in the passenger seat, catching glances of herself in the side mirror and frowning. There was a time when not so long ago, her hair was long, flowing and blonde. It was healthy, and framed her face in such a lovely way. There used to be a twinkle in her eye and her smile genuine. The whole world was hers, and she felt purpose in her stride.But now, what was she? She felt like she was 14 years old again- awkward, hopeless and trying to find who she was. She was no longer a radiant young woman with goodwill and trust in people, no longer filled with good cheer and an innocence people were drawn to. No, now she was a shell, hollow and dull; a ghost of who she used to be.Wh
What do I feel?I hurt so muchAnd yetI feel so good.My life is splitting into two parts;I don't know which emotions I feelOr don't feel.Should I be bursting with joy?Should I be crying amongst myself in a dark corner?But I also feel nothing.I'm numb to the things that could hurt me and the things that should bring me happiness.I just don't feel anymore.I used to get so excited but now I find it so hard to grasp the same delightThat I used to be drowning inSo long agoSo long ago...I had a taste.It was so delicious, so creamy, velvety and smooth in my soul.I looked in the mirrorAnd saw someone completely new.Someone radiating confidence, bliss; a light shining in my eyes...My world had, in those very short few moments,Become beautiful.The doors slammed.Too soon.I had just seen the world beyond through the cracks, into the light,And it was gone.We can live without that goodness in our lives, but it's as soon as we discover it,Does it suddenly feel like we can't live with
Absent PassionI thought I had everything,I was on top of the world.Who could ask for more?To beThe center of someone's world.I thought I was living a dream,After so longHow could it be?It felt so euphoric to have someone hold me.To be theirs,And him mine.But I was wrong,It was a dream.It felt so unreal, too good to be true,I was just waiting for the bubble to burst.And it did.The dream is over,It's reality now.I never wanted to come back,But I only have myself to blameFor this guilt, emptiness and shame.I wasn't good enough,I didn't give it my all.So eventually,It had to fall.Here I lieOn the brink of tears,Wishing I could go back to how it was.I feel so numb.I hate myself for being such a fool.I should've held tight to the lengths I finally reached,But instead I played around with it;Made it all fall apart.Your sweet love is gone,The thrill you must've felt has melted away.Now, I am a thorn in your side.I'm so sorryI wasn't what you wanted.I don't want you to g
Free Plushie Patterns OnlineHere's a collection of links to sites outside of DeviantArt where you can find free plushie patterns. There are well over two hundred choices, so you're sure to find something you like.Remember, if you can't find exactly what you're looking for, try adapting one of the patterns. For example, a tiger can easily be turned into a lion, an elephant into a wooly mammoth, an elf into a goblin, or combine the upper half of a mermaid with the lower half of a pony to get a centaur.BEARSNight Garden Studios Jointed and Rag BearsBaby Bows BearScrappy BearSupriseDIY BearHug Me (EMS Bear