HateI hate myselfI hate myself for living onWithout youWe promised to be together foreverI've broken itGone onAs if nothing has happenedHow cruel of meTo smileTo laughAfter everything that has happenedI don't deserve happinessI don't deserve to live a futureWhile you cannotBut I'm too cowardlyTo end it allHow patheticI disgust myselfNow, without a care in the worldIf onlyIf only my life were as bittersweetAs everyone elsesA piece of me, torn awayAn arm extendedReachingTo no availI cannot get back what has been stolenI was so blindBlind enough to not see what I hadNow that the string's been cutNow that you've fadedIt's all overA world where everything is blackOnly the sound of my regretfully beating heartAnd the continuous flow of tearsDispairThere's no way outI'm drowningI can't take thisTogether...Forever...?
NumbI feel numbI feel nothingWhy?Why do I not feel unbearable pain?I look awayRefusing to seeRefusing to acceptThe true realityOf your absenceGoneIt's all goneThe laughsThe smilesThe dreamsTurned now to dustShattered, like glassInto a thousand piecesTurned now, only into memoryI cling to what I have leftCherishing every piece of you I can keepIf only I had moreI stare at you nowThe happinessThe joyEtched into your smileI want it all backI want to reach out and hold you closeOne last time
Precious PeonyI love every moment I spend with youYou bring a smile to my lipsYou keep the darkness at bayI wouldn't be who I am today without youYou bring hope and joy to meEverydaySo much you've done for meI am eternally gratefulWhen I think about what I am grateful forWhat I live forYour beautiful, smiling face comes to mindLife wouldn't be the same without youIt wouldn't be worth livingSo don't leave me behindBecause I want you to stay with me foreverI would give up everything for youI just want you to knowWhatever arguements we may ever haveOr when life feels like too muchI will always love youNo matter what
Vigorous RoseI wish I was strong like youTo be able to see the good in everyoneTo be able to feel so muchBut go on standing tallAll with a smileTo be so beautifulInside and outTo be full of so much loveWilling to help those in needWith a helping handOh, why can't I be like you?I am so weak, so fragile...I have countless flawsHow could someone so wonderfulSo gorgeousSo full of promiseEven feel a single shred of love and sympathy for me?After what I did...After how much I hurt you...You still are hereRight beside meHolding my handI don't understand itBut I am gratefulWithout youI would be lostDamned...But you show me the wayI never want you to goI want you to stay with meJust like you always haveWhenever I am in needYou are thereI can tell you anythingWithout any fearI wish I could see your pretty face againTo at last hold your handAnd tell you how I feelIf only there were more time for usTo connect, share, and bondI'll be waiting here for youUntil we meet aga