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Absent PassionI thought I had everything,
I was on top of the world.
Who could ask for more?
The center of someone's world.
I thought I was living a dream,
After so long
How could it be?
It felt so euphoric to have someone hold me.
To be theirs,
And him mine.
But I was wrong,
It was a dream.
It felt so unreal, too good to be true,
I was just waiting for the bubble to burst.
And it did.
The dream is over,
It's reality now.
I never wanted to come back,
But I only have myself to blame
For this guilt, emptiness and shame.
I wasn't good enough,
I didn't give it my all.
It had to fall.
Here I lie
On the brink of tears,
Wishing I could go back to how it was.
I feel so numb.
I hate myself for being such a fool.
I should've held tight to the lengths I finally reached,
But instead I played around with it;
Made it all fall apart.
Your sweet love is gone,
The thrill you must've felt has melted away.
Now, I am a thorn in your side.
I'm so sorry
I wasn't what you wanted.
I don't want you to g
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A two-time Community Volunteer for the deviantART Related category, Anne is well-known as a positive, helpful force. She is the community's resident expert when it comes to CSS (Cascading Style Sheets), and her personal gallery offers a wide variety of tutorials for new and experienced coders alike. In addition, each winter she hosts a calendar project encouraging members to create Journal designs for all to use, bringing more creativity to the community.
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